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        164600  82, Male, Texas, USA - 3 entries
    01
    May 2007
    12:15 AM CDT
       

    It is hard to apply "tough " love when it comes to our children. This is necessary when their actions begin affecting to many people. Even the Bible speaks clearly about this. If there is a judgement day in the here after we will be held accountable in this area. Cut it any way you want to.
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        Lost  39, Female, Washington, USA - 76 entries
    01
    May 2007
    12:29 PM EDT
       

    OMG i don't know whats wrong with me he came in to the job today my fireman you know and i totally spazed i mean i got butterflies and everything it was so sick and then i really really wanted to talk to him and then i didn't get the chance and so then i really felt sick and so just wanted to come straight home and cry i don't even know why i feel like this it is so bad and i super extra don't want to hear my friends crap about me spazing like this cause A) i don't know why i am and B) i can't even being to control it let alone stop it and i'm so sure he has no clue oh how i wish he knew how i wish he could just read my thoughts no matter how fast i might think them if he could just read my mind this wouldn't be so hard and i wouldn't be such a nut or may be i would be but at least then someone would understand me
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        ronowen  70, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
    01
    May 2007
    10:22 AM CST
       

    Tuesday, May 1 - 5:00 p.m.
    There has still not been any change throughout the day. Physical therapist has been moving his legs. Got a new bed today that turns repositions him every 30 minutes. Vital signs are still good. Did another treatment this morning. This is day #4 of the albumin transfer.We must be patient - that can often be hard to do!
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        dee23  54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries
    01
    May 2007
    4:15 PM GMT
       

    took my son back to see his consultant today still cant walk on his foot for three more weeks then he will have elbow cruchesfor another two weeks poor sole .has any one reading this had there navecular bone removed from the foot if so didi it make any difference to you ie walking and sport i would love to here from any one who has had this done .
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        papillion1981  44, Female, Utah, USA - 2 entries
    01
    May 2007
    9:12 AM MST
       

    I love giving presents. Seriously. Christmas is my favorite time of year because i love shopping for people. I love trying to find that just right thing that you can see them truly appreciate. I love the look on people's faces when you know that they truly appreciate your gift.
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        Jocelyn  55, Female, Taiwan - 13 entries
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    Apr 2007
    11:36 PM EDT
       

    I don't know if the situation is getting better. The thing is, I feel the same working with them. They are still noisy, show less respect and low motive. I've tried hard to make myself tolerate their attitudes and change to be more flexible and nice. But they can't feel anything. What's wrong with these kids nowadays?
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        angelofbliss  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries
    01
    May 2007
    11:28 AM EDT
       

    How do you tell someone that you are in love with them? How do you also tell them that you lied and that you are ten years younger than what you said? How do you fall out of love?

    I am only a fourteen year old girl in love with a man ten years my senior. He wants honesty and I can't tell him this, can I? Life has always been cruel to me and when it becomes normal and I am actually respected than it ups and does this. How do you tell him, especially since your "son" just passed away. Even though he really wasn't mine, I loved him and so do I this man. Yet, I shall never be accepted.

    Really, I lied about mostly everything in my life. But being in school. I have no biological son but he was mine the day I found him on my doorstep. I have had sex, forced but the guy who raped me didn't break my hyman. I am just a messed up teenage girl who is in love with a man older than her.

    What more can be wrong?
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        Brittany  40, Female, Kentucky, USA - 6 entries
    01
    May 2007
    11:15 AM EDT
       

    Lyric; Keith Urban
    "I've never been the kind to let my feelings show. I thought that being strong meant never losing any self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to hell with my pride, let it fall down like rain."

    What made you think you could take a life and just push it, push it, around.
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        itsjustme  46, Female, Texas, USA - 37 entries
    01
    May 2007
    7:08 AM CST
       

    I just want to know why some people can be so mean sometimes. I was at work and just wanted to cry, I feltlike Icouldn't think. I know that other people's actions shouldn't bother me this much, but it did. My feelings were really hurt and I don't know why I was lashed out at. I'm just feeling a bit down at the moment. It's all words, and that's all it should be. But it still hurt. I can't believe that I let someone turn my day so bad last week. I'm still boggled by it. Anyways, without saying what happened, people can just be pretty mean...especially when its intentional, and you don't even know why.
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        Brittany  40, Female, Kentucky, USA - 6 entries
    01
    May 2007
    9:04 AM EDT
       

    Got a new song for ya. It's called "Boston" by Augustana, it's a bad ass song. I want to drink so bad. Everything is getting worse and worse and I feel like there is nothing I can do about it. I just keep pushing it all aside and not dealing with it. That sounds familiar. When I do that though it just fluctuates even more. But nobody can tell when I'm having a bad day. I don't sit there and cry about it like everybody else, what is crying suppose to do about it? This lyric is out of Shinedown "Save me"."Someone save me , if you will, someone take away all these pills." " I can hardly remember the look in my own eyes." "Please just save me if you can, from my wasteland." I'm going to make it through all this with little or no help, either way I have no more options. I've been court ordered to go to re-hab. Not exactly how I would like to go, but everything happens for a reason. Theres no one around anymore. I get fucked up and screw everything up with in a matter of a day. Alcohol is the worst for me. I get so mean and careless and I just drink more and more. I got kicked out of a friends house and the night before I drank a six pack of beer to start, took some whiskey shots (by the way I never drink whiskey, EVER!!!) Drank a 5th of rum b/c my friend din't want it. I was definetly wasted at that point I started at 2 p.m. and din't stop till around midnight. I had another half a case of beer and drank more than half a pint of whiskey, all on top of what I already had. But I didn't get a hang over. Once I started drinking so much, the hang overs just didn't happen anymore , it's like I was used to it. That's fucking pathetic. I and a guy I was seeing got caught screwing out in my friends, uncle's driveway. But hell, they were driving us around, so I guess, at the time it was cool. Until her dad realized what we were doing. OOPS! I'll beat everything , i have to. I took a bunch of zanaxs last week, nobody figured that out though. And I said I would never admit it to even myself, but I've been doing herion on and off for a while. I said for the longest time that I would never do that and when I did I kept it a huge secret. Nobody knows about that. I don't leave "trail marks" on my arm, I've done it in my foot before, the viens are easier to see also. But I couldn't take the risk of someone seeing the track marks on my arm. Nobody could ever know. I denied it to everyone and still do. I even denie it to myself sometimes and have been.. But if I'm going to get help it's gotta start here and now and I think I'm ready.
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